well.. here i am again. By the time i'm writing this post i hate myself a lot. Dont know why but i hate myself a lot because of a number of reasons and also because of things that happened this semester.
I hate myself because:
1) Why cant i be like other ppl and not be so worried about responsibilities.
I admit i'm not the most responsible of people but... i keep getting worried about things which other ppl can leave behind and not worry. Why cant i be like them? I'm getting myself all stressed up by all these things which should have been the responsibilities of other people. ah.. F*ck.. i dont even know what i'm talking aboutt...
One thing i've learned from this semester - always trust your own instincts ... and if you dont feel its gonna work, dont do it, push it away no matter what people say. Just trust what your heart says.
Because i didnt do that i got myself into deep shit. i've learned the lesson the hard and bitterway. I just wanna get over this semester and forget things that happened and hope i dont have to repeat any papers. I lost so many things this semester. SHit
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chill. i feel the same way too. got potential fail one paper. damn scary, and you know what's scarier? i am numb. it's like i don't care if i fail the paper, except for the fact that if i really do fail, i'll need to fork out an extra 3000bucks. *sweat drops*
chill my friend.. may God bless u..
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