Well my new post in 2006.. HAH! most of u would think i would stop blogging for 3 months or more since i'm back in Uni now! didnt ya!!! no i didnt stop!!! well at least for now .. =)
Well 2005 ended for 5 days already, its already another year thats ended so fast and i'm 21 now. I can do everything that is permitted by law legally now. Can drink legally, can gamble legally ( in Genting), can get married legally, can have kids legally, one nite stands, 2 nite stands, buy Toto, Magnum 4D, 3D+1D watever u name it.
But sometimes I miss the innocence of doing illegal things when ur under-21 or under-18. Do you guys feel that way too? The innocence of saying " I donno mar!" or.. " I never thought of that mar" or more blatantly "I'm still underage mar!" cant be used any longer. sighh... Well 2005 was a year of 2 halves for me .. first half was wonderful.. second half was excruciating to the point that branding it as a "nightmare" was an understatement. I think only one person in the whole world know why its more than a nightmare for me (he/she is not a relative)
Well, how long has it been since i started this blog?? 6 months?? i dont think so but its nearing there. As you've all noticed in this blog, most of it is just crap. Very little personal things and very little intimate things that I share here. Mostly just my 1 cent of crap thats not worth mentionin. Once somemeone commended me that I'm brave enough to write things (personal, thoughts, etc) out for people to see. But I dont think so, nothing much that I write here is personal significantly. Maybe some thoughts =).
I think of this blog as something like an exended outing with my frens ( you guys who come & read my blog) - I believe those who read my postings are my frens that I know from tpg. And I dont know, but I think the way I blog here is a reflection of wat I do in real life when I go out with you guys - a lot of nonsense, a lot of crap, a lot of lame-assed jokes. ISnt it so?? haha.
If there is a significant number of people in the outing that i'm not familiar with, I'll be so quiet u think i'm foo weng =) ( sorry for the pun foo weng if ur reading this hehe ....I'm so bad.. but i'm sure you are very social now rite? people change through time. everybody does ). I'm sure you guys experienced seeing me quiet once in a while before. Maybe now u know why? maybe those were the times when i was unfamiliar with u guys.. But seriously, i do that(quiet) only when i go out or i'm in the company of ppl that i dont know and i'm not comfortable with. Once i'm comfortable with you guys like nowadays... i'm back to my crappy-lame-joke-nonsensical-self.
So are you guys lucky or Wut?? hahahaha!
Well... i have trouble keeping cool really. I mean cool as in the cucumber type where u can go through a whole outing just looking like ur the coolest piece of ice around. I've never been able to do that.. never comfortable. And i dont think i look cool like that. I would look so lame! hahaaahaha. Maybe too many years of Chow Sing Chi films shaped my character. =).
Well ... i'm still lucky to find friends in Uni who can take my nonsensical jokes still =). But none are like you guys, I cant tell them like when i tell them in front of you all. It feels so comfortable in front of you guys hahah! maybe its not comfortable for you, but it is for me! .. all the better for me! hahahahah but sad thing is u guys have to suffer =P.
Well here is to all of you Frens! to the ones who was with me for 15 years. to the ones who i was close till i'm so fren with the grandma. to the ones who i'm so comfortable with for all the years of my life and to the ones i've loved and cried for and to the ones who i've joked with nonsensically and lamely for so many years. THANKS>
FRIENDS ( Peng You )
These few years, one person; the wind has passed, rain has gone
There have been tears, there have been errors; still remember what's insisted upon
After loving truly, will we understand; it will be lonely, will return
Finally have a dream, finally have you, in my heart
Friends, together for life; those days will never have again
A sentence, a lifetime, a life of love, a cup of wine
Friends, never lonely again; a word of "friend" and you'll understand
There's still pain, there's still hurt, still we'll go, still there's me
A sentence, a lifetime, a life of love, a cup of wine
Emil Chau - Peng You
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the last time heard that peng you song was in form 1.... bring back some nice memories.... good blog
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